Author Archives: Melanie

I feel I need to write something today to stay sane. I am trapped in my own resistance. Last night I read the text message about having to wear face masks for every shop now. It just feels so wrong to me and I have a huge resistance. I’ve been playing the film forward andContinue reading “Resistance”

​ I used to be a follower of the christian believe system and I have made some great experiences in this. After some time I started doubting the origin of the bible and I left the faith based on this book. Today I feel very re-drawn to the faith and I wonder how and ifContinue reading “Sin or painbody?”

I feel very “emotionally” again today. And I met and hear from others that tell me about their feelings of confusion, anger, being really pissed of, fears and and and….. In a way it sounds great that there is so much emotions being felt. It’s like a big awakening and that the emotions that were on lock down are being setContinue reading “Emotions on lock down”

I haven’t really read a book of Eckhart Tolle just snippets and I heard a lot of his work and sometimes if seams like he is teaching the opposite of what I teach and follow.  Whilst I say feel it to heal it he says negative emotions are like hungry beings that we feed with ourContinue reading “Eckhart Tolle vs Emotional Healing?”

Now I appreciate every ones opinion and it’s not my intention to change any ones. On the contrary it feels like my opinion is currently socially unacceptable. I don’t trust or believe in the need of social distancing for several reasons, but the main thing is the way how those in “control” are using this.Continue reading “Accepting social distancing”

I stood with a small group of people and opposite us where “they”. The guys that where so much more powerful than us, the guys that knew they can do whatever they want with us know, we can not escape or fight. It was such a shitty feeling, I wondered how we can get out,Continue reading “Accepting powerlessness”

Yesterday I tried recording a video for my instagram and for facebook. But I just could not manage. I didn-t get the content straight and I was so unhappy about the way how I talk, how I looked and it was soooooo frustrating. I dived into my inner world, questioning myself and checking my feelings….andContinue reading “When your whole inner world is against you”

Having an opinion is risky. You may get criticised for it. It is best if you just take on the opinion of the majority, that will be safest. Really? What happens if everyone thinks like that ???? This current world situation makes me very much realise that we have huge troubles of having an opinion.Continue reading “Do you dare to have an opinion?”

Working with fears is a moment to make space for what wants to be acknowledged. When we acknowledge things we change from resistance to acceptance and going direction love. To vibrate in high frequencies is not to avoid your fears. It is to love them and see what they really are. Presents and gateways toContinue reading “Fear of losing someone I love”

I am afraid of having no money I am afraid of pain I am afraid for the people I love to not be there anymore I am afraid of dying I am afraid of being lied to I am afraid of having my freedom limited I am afraid of no one liking me I amContinue reading “I am afraid”