Author Archives: Melanie

On my birthday last weekend I had an emotional breakdown after just one person came to the women circle that I wanted to hold. Still the first reaction in my mind when I m about to share this is that “people” think “she’s so needy” and “she only thinks of herself” and “she’s got highContinue reading “I want to be seen”

Sometimes I find myself in a total bad mood and I have no idea how I got there. When I analize I often find that I have been judging myself hard for something I do instead of nurturing myself with understanding and finding out what is really going on. The one thing that is reallyContinue reading “Why am I so grumpy?”

When I started working with emotional healing I saw there was a huge need to look at emotions in a different way. I saw a society that strived for ONLY happiness and success, without giving importance and allowance to feelings like anger and lonelyness, grieve and sadness. Whenever these emotions appeared the responds was :Continue reading “All that is based on wrong conclusions is also wrong…..”

It is a bio-logic law that everything considered worthless will be dismanteld….So do never consider yourself as worthless or not worthy enough! It’s dangerous. Yes, that is not kidding, it’s a biologic law and it makes sense and it makes also sense to look at your feelings of being worthless and not good enough, becauseContinue reading “Never consider yourself as worthless!”

Today again I stumbled upon the divide and conquer theme. This time in relation to Body, soul and spirit. Yes, what does the medizine do? It divides body, soul and spirit. It does just look at the body and tells people whats wrong with them. It does not take the full picture in account. SoContinue reading “Divide and conquer – Part 2”

It’s been twice mentioned in FB posts this morning so I take the inspiration to share some thoughts and “a tool” to release some of the >divide and conquer mentality. We divide and conquer to rule we want to rule cause we need control (based on many painful experiences in the past ours, ancestral lineageContinue reading “Divide and conquer ….resolution tools”

I feel I need to write something today to stay sane. I am trapped in my own resistance. Last night I read the text message about having to wear face masks for every shop now. It just feels so wrong to me and I have a huge resistance. I’ve been playing the film forward andContinue reading “Resistance”

​ I used to be a follower of the christian believe system and I have made some great experiences in this. After some time I started doubting the origin of the bible and I left the faith based on this book. Today I feel very re-drawn to the faith and I wonder how and ifContinue reading “Sin or painbody?”

I feel very “emotionally” again today. And I met and hear from others that tell me about their feelings of confusion, anger, being really pissed of, fears and and and….. In a way it sounds great that there is so much emotions being felt. It’s like a big awakening and that the emotions that were on lock down are being setContinue reading “Emotions on lock down”

I haven’t really read a book of Eckhart Tolle just snippets and I heard a lot of his work and sometimes if seams like he is teaching the opposite of what I teach and follow.  Whilst I say feel it to heal it he says negative emotions are like hungry beings that we feed with ourContinue reading “Eckhart Tolle vs Emotional Healing?”