Sin or painbody?

I used to be a follower of the christian believe system and I have made some great experiences in this. After some time I started doubting the origin of the bible and I left the faith based on this book.

Today I feel very re-drawn to the faith and I wonder how and if this matches with the other current believes that I feel true in my heart. So this morning on my morning walk I pondered about the sinner and the painbody.

When I was a christian it used to be a point of argument how someone can say we are all born as sinners, even if you have not done anything. How can a religion call Innocent children “sinners”???. So what is really meant with the statement born as a sinner.

If I look at the story of the pain body, a spiritual energy that is attached to us and that gets picked up by the infant/foetus and is also drawn into existence with birth, than I can see the idea of the “sinner” in a very different light.

It also makes sense that only trough Jesus (love, light, truth, that what really is) we can find redemption, because if we stay attached to the “world” (evil) than we are lost. Without the faith and “knowing” of a greater purpose, the human soul is lost, literally and by all means of faith.

The way our world is run, shows that we as humans have lost faith in good (God, Source, divine) and the ruler of the games here on earth one can call Satan (“evil” or self protecting fear that has no spiritual connection, 6 – the earthly bound number, missing the element that represents seven/the divine).

The results are suffering and cheap substitutes for divine joy (which is gone missing), such as constant entertainment and addictions that give us a sensation of pleasure. But nothing in comparison for divine joy.

Now bringing light to the darkness, attention to the unseen, means we awake, but in order to do this we need to have love for the truth. In order to be present with everything that is and to show radical self acceptance we need to know why we are doing this. It takes love and devotion to go on a spiritual path.

To become free of “sin” we can hand our life to Jesus (love, devotion, faith). We can be present with the “demons”(painbody), discover them and see how they dissolve by the power of Jesus (love, truth). Not by fighting against them, but by shinning our light on them.

I find a lot of comfort in many of the words written in the bible and I am sure there is many other clever books with ancient wisdom, but it’s never the words that make us understand. It’s always the spirit that guides us to the real understanding. As it says in this and probably other scriptures.

I look at my painbody as the “sins” that are still attached to me, the pain that I still haven’t felt and that is ruling me from my unconscious brain. And all that I can hand over to Jesus Christ (the love that lives in my heart, my divine essence), all it needs is my conscious decision, my free will, my devotion, my faith. And I shall be saved.

I can only say it works for e every time. And the Christian faith is a very easy to follow faith with many beautiful stories and easy to understand comparisons. It’s a great pleasure to re-discover it and to recieve the firmness of faith with an even more balanced understanding.

It gives me lots of freedom to see that the spiritual paths are interconnected and I hope you enjoyed this little connecting journey too.

In Jesus Name


Published by Melanie

I love to create and hold safe spaces that allow us to explore the depth of our beings. I do this on the physical level at our homes in Portugal as well as in vibrational ways though being present with people during sessions online or in person. I am also an adventurous homey, that loves to live in and with nature, exploring and living alternatives ways of live, education, health and entertainment.

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