I stood with a small group of people and opposite us where “they”. The guys that where so much more powerful than us, the guys that knew they can do whatever they want with us know, we can not escape or fight. It was such a shitty feeling, I wondered how we can get out, where is the door to this horrible feeling of being trapped.
When I woke up from this dream I was thinking what this ment. It felt like live at it’s current display. Lock-down, emergency state, fear, confusion, lies, manipulation at it’s best. Chaos in the minds of the people. Clarity has left the scene…..
I can only think of one thing that will help and that is knowing to the fullness of my being that I am not just this body but something much greater. And that in fact we are all part f this something much greater.
I started praying again. I love prayers. I love thinking about that there must be great source and that this greater source has a genius plan. My hope is alive through this.
I dreamt about the same theme twice. The second dream was also showing the clear result of being the victim of someone without options.
My painbody is attracting what hasn’t been dealt with by me and by all humanity. The pain of the many situations of being ruled over and being powerless is real. There is no way to make it nicer than it is, but there is a way to integrate it and give it room. Radical acceptance is a mighty concept. It-s like allowing to fear in order to become free and allowing to have pain in order to get happy. We are so much believers of fight that we have troubles seeing the truth and trusting into this process.
I will continue going that direction, one step at a time, with all my heart and soul.
May all beings be happy